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by lilsmo (lilsmo)
at September 10th, 2006 (02:47 pm)

my mood: stressed

okay, so how about I have been struggling lately with eating and I have been doing alright. I have purged twice in the last two days though. I am not to happy about that. But Yesterday I friggin passed out in the bathroom. I was washing my hands and I got light headed and next thing i know is i'm on the floor staring at the ceiling. My head hurts today too! The floor was cement! but anyway back to my story, i passed out because i had low blood sugar. i am not even diabetic but my blood sugar was too low and it caused me to pass out. SO i am being very careful today to friggin eat and keep everything down and to make sure i am getting sugar in my diet. I hate sugar because its 15 cals a serving and i use splenda because of that. I mean i drink coffee and tea like its my job. I would be so fat right now if i used sugar. Another thing that gets me is people using cream flavoring in their coffee. Its stinking 25 cals. IT has coconut oil in it which goes straight to your butt and thighs! Aghhhh! I don't know i am really stressed out today. I have papers due, chores to be done! I just don't know.

by starving4purity (starving4purity)
at September 1st, 2006 (07:07 pm)

hi i'm new to livejournal.

. Your Name: paige

. Age: nineteen

. Height: 5"6

. Current Weight: 108

. Highest weight: 130

. Lowest weight: 93

. Short term goal: 103

. Long term goal: 95

. What ED you have: restrictive anorexia with periods of bulimic tendencies

pictures of my fatass self:

just a thought.........
by lilsmo (lilsmo)
at July 6th, 2006 (09:58 am)

Ana is my angel and my devil. She's my friend and my foe.
Sometimes I want her to stay forever and sometimes I just want her to go
She comforts me when I'm down, comfort through distraction
through hunger pains, and cramps, cravings and body reactions.
She's always here with me, she tells me what to do
when to eat and sleep and exercise and what size should be my goal.

She is there when I hurt and when I feel the pain
When I lose some inches or shed a few pounds,
I can feel her approval, like she's smiling down.
But when I gain some weight or cave in to a craving
The wrath of ana befalls upon me with a whirlwind of guilt and self-hating.

I'm tired of hiding her from the world, I"m tired of the secrets, lies, and deceiving.
Is it wrong to want people to accept who I am, my ana is part of me.
Obesity is a disease, but no one is shocked to see
an overweight person eating three deserts or a dinner with high calories.
A smoker has chosen his lifestyle and no one puts up a fuss
even though he's hurting himself, friends, and strangers through the smoke he's puffing out.
So why do they say I'm sick?
Why do they frown and shake a fist?
There's nothing wrong with me! It's a lifestyle, can't you see?
I want to see my beautiful bones and feel as light as rain.
I want to be thin more than anything, afterall, beauty takes pain!

by thebeautylies (thebeautylies)
at March 10th, 2006 (01:59 pm)

do you guys rather gal' know anything abbout bloody coke will it help lose weight?..

by xrainspritex (xrainspritex)
at January 29th, 2006 (07:43 am)

Hiya, Big Bad Newbie here,

I just got out of the looney bin last week and of course my weight has gone kaboom! I hit 9stone today and I’m pretty miserable. Shameful I know, but ana’s back with a vengeance and I’m determined I’m going t oget back to my Lowest weight and beyond. I’d really be appreciative of some support through, and if anyone has any tips to lose weight quicker or hide what you’re doing from friends and family I’d be really grateful to you.

. Your Name:
. Age:
. Height:
. Current Weight:
126 / 9st
. Highest weight:
. Lowest weight:
8st8 (119)
. Short term goal:
8st8 (119)
. Long term goal:
. What ED you have:
Diagnosed with EDNOS by a shrink
Add a picture here: If it's ok I won't because there's some friends who'd go mad if they saw me here.

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by beteenytiny (beteenytiny)
at December 9th, 2005 (10:22 pm)

my mood: chipper

. Your Name: Cat

. Age: 17

. Height: 5'7"

. Current Weight:100

. Highest weight:120

. Lowest weight:95

. Short term goal:97

. Long term goal:95

. What ED you have:Ana/Mia (mostly mia, but i dont eat if i dont purge)

---->Please add a picture of yourself, or a thinspiration picture if you could, thankyou.
Image hosted by Photobucket.com (it's a bad picture of me in a play last year, but it's my only body shot!!! :-P)

I'd love some new friends! I definitely love to talk to people.

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by outerstardrop (outerstardrop)
at November 5th, 2005 (02:26 am)

i've got a question for anyone who has been diagnosed with an eating disorder of any type by a psychiatrist... how long did it take for your psychiatrist to give a formal diagnosis? and how did they tell you what you had?

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kelp pills
by outerstardrop (outerstardrop)
at October 5th, 2005 (07:33 pm)

does anybody take kelp pills and if so, do they help you lose weight? how much weight have they helped you lose? so they have anyside effects? and how much do you take?

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by I wish I was Forest Gump (starve_me_weak)
at July 7th, 2005 (01:55 pm)

Okay, I feel Im doing okay yesterday and today with my restricting kinda thing. I was trying to stay under 300 cals and I think I did it pretty well. Tomorrow and Saturday is the same and then a two day fast starts on sunday. Wish me good luck!
Breakfast: Small coffee and a multi-vitamin
Snack: 2 celery sticks
Lunch: A rice cracker with peanut butter (80cals)
Dinner: Vegetable Soup (127cals)
Breakfast: Green tea and a multi-vitamin
Snack: 100mls of pineapple juice (45cals)
Lunch: --
Dinner: dunno yet
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by Jeni (fivecandles)
at June 29th, 2005 (10:09 am)

Okay everyone, its time for a reminder...this one about diet pills.

Remember to be safe while you're being dangerousCollapse )

Yes, this is crossposted.

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